thewordofweb | (no subject)

The crucible of a group of men putting you through the fire to earn their belonging is one of the hardest battles that Webster has had to fight, this war. It seems strange, given the lack of bloodshed and fired bullets, but it's also been the hardest to come back in and fight to earn back respect once thought settled away after Toccoa. Still, when Joe Liebgott offers a hand out to Webster, he knows that the battle is won and this private war has been put away.

He throws his bag onto the truck, reaching out for Joe's hand when it all fades away suddenly, leaving Webster to struggle and reach for something that isn't there. The truck is gone, the men are gone, and most of Webster's things are gone, save for what he's carrying on him.

Alarm grips him tight as he tries to remember basic training, but the commanders never spent their time shouting to prepare them for this. Tropical forest behind him, and the open ocean before him, including several boats docked at harbor. Looking out, it's like he's on the coast again, but looking back makes him think he's landed somewhere in the Pacific, into a whole new theatre of warfare.

Webster turns cautiously, as if anticipating an ambush at any moment now.

His voice is stuck in his throat, not sure he wants to call attention to himself. His hand drifts to his gun to make sure it's still loaded, just in case, because he's been thrust away from one war and pushed into a seeming other, but this time, he's without Easy Company.

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thewordofweb

He tries not to let that hit him, tries not to let it sting that everyone seems to have found a place for themselves here and he's coming in late, all over again. Taking a deep breath to steady himself, Webster smiles, forcibly, and nods. "I'd like to meet anyone you're that fond of," he says. "Even if I can't remember them."

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soldier_singled

"They're all goin' to be real glad to see you, Webster," says Joe and claps Web on the shoulder. He lets his hand linger for just a moment before he leads through his room, neat and ordered and opens the adjoining door into Web's. "This was you before."

For a while, at least.

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thewordofweb

He stands in the doorway for a long moment, staring at the room and trying to find something familiar. Nothing. Nothing strikes him and it makes him angry, angry enough to want to scream, but he subdues it, tries to breathe calmly. "I don't recognize anything," he says, voice small.

"God damn it," he swears, wanting to punch something. "What the fuck is this place? How can I have been here before?"

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soldier_singled

"Believe me, if I knew that, I tell you," says Joe, sitting down on the edge of Webster's bed, cradling his head in his hands. "What can I tell ya? It's situation normal - all fucked up over here. We gotta make do and mend. We'll figure it out. Don't we fuckin' always?"

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thewordofweb

Webster knows why he's upset.

He doesn't get why Joe looks like he's had something taken away from him. He can't drift inwards, feeling stuck in place by the same panic that grips him, and he breathes out shakily, only moving when he feels worried that Joe might think him cold or detached if he doesn't. "Liebgott," he gets out, standing above him and feeling awkward. "Are you okay?"

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soldier_singled

"Yeah," he says, nodding, trying to pull himself together. This would be easier - so much fucking easier - if only he didn't remember so much. If only he didn't have a memory of fucking in this room and loving it. "Yeah, Web. I'm fine."

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thewordofweb

Webster isn't sure he believes him, but he doesn't exactly have much choice. His eyes trace over Liebgott's face, searching for evidence of the lie, but nothing's there. Maybe he'd imagined it? Maybe Liebgott really is fine. He seems to have everything together here. He's got Lip and Luz, this Helen woman.

"I don't suppose any of my clothes are still here," he wonders, wandering to the drawers, not sure he wants to open them.

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soldier_singled

"Everything's in boxes," says Joe, taking a deep breath and attempting to let it go. He leans back on his elbows. "In the closet. Like someone was half expecting us back. Lip, probably. He's worse than my Ma."

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thewordofweb

Webster moves his attention to the closet, digging through some boxes and finding t-shirts and pants that would fit him perfectly. Even his name is scribbled on them. There's some stuff, though, that doesn't look like his and he wonders who's things have been bundled in with his own.

Webster's fingers linger on his jacket, turning slightly to face Joe. "Can I have some privacy?" he asks, slightly embarrassed. "I'm going to change so I don't sweat myself to hell."

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soldier_singled

"Shit, yeah. Yeah, of course," says Joe, on his feet almost immediately, and the weight of everything he's not saying is sticking in his throat, aching. "I'll be in the kitchen, okay? You come find me."

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thewordofweb

Webster nods, feeling disconnected from his self and everything around him. When Joe's gone, he strips away every inch of him that reminds him of being a soldier, laying things out on the bed carefully and cautiously, as if he needs to keep that life secure and set in one place, even as he puts on the costume for another.

Breathing slowly, he dresses in a blue t-shirt and set of dark sweatpants, electing to go without boots to give his feet a mercifully needed break. When he's done, he checks his appearance in the mirror before heading out to the kitchen. "There's a door," is what he says. "Between two rooms. Your room and mine?"

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soldier_singled

"Yeah," says Joe, fixing lunch in a kitchen that he knows like the back of his hand, that makes him miss Shari with a pain like a knife between the ribs. "So?"

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thewordofweb

"I don't know," he says, taken off guard. He hadn't meant to go anywhere with it, had only meant to call the observation out. "I don't know what to make of any of this," he insists, staring at Joe's hands as they make lunch. "How'd you cope? Being here? I mean, the first time?"

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soldier_singled

"I drank a lot. Baked. Made friends." He shrugs. "Luz has got the right idea - him getting laid helps."

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thewordofweb

He recoils slightly, not meaning to, but unable to help himself. "Right," he says, nodding. "Helen," he clarifies, because she's only been mentioned recently and the safe assumption. "What happens to the war, then? Does it just get stuck in place? Does it ever end?"

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soldier_singled

That makes Joe laugh and he shakes his head, pouring water that's cool from the ice-box for both of them. "Never Helen, nawh." He shrugs, hopes he's not blushing. "War goes on. Last time I made it to Landsberg, this time it was all the way to Austria before I came back. I think it was almost done."

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thewordofweb

Some of Joe's comments stop making sense, then. Who's he been sleeping with, this or last time, to help while away the stress of it all? He doesn't know that he wants to ask because he'd rather not want to rip someone's head off in jealousy. Not that he has any right to thinking of Joe like that, and Joe would probably take his head off if he brought it up.

"We made it to the end? Both of us?"

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soldier_singled

"Yeah," says Joe, nodding, grateful for something safer to talk about. "You, me, Luz, Lip, Babe. Bill and Toye had it rough but they made it out. Winters. Speirs."

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thewordofweb

It's a huge relief, one that he hadn't realized he'd been so worried about until it happened. "That's...that's good news," he says, the relief in his voice. He peers over the counter, watching Joe's movements. "What are you making for me?" he asks, voice infused with warmth as he's begun to relax.

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soldier_singled

"Just reheating soup I made yesterday and sandwiches," he says, flashing Web a little smile. "Nothin' fancy."

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thewordofweb

"It's fancier than the MREs we've been getting lately," he says, stomach rumbling as if proof as to how hungry he is, when the going is tough. "Seriously, Liebgott, that smells incredible," he raves.

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soldier_singled

"Shit, yeah," says Liebgott, still grinning as he brings things to the table. "You don't know I can actually cook yet."

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thewordofweb

"No, you're full of surprises," Webster replies, with a smile that's tinged with genuine wonderment over the fact that Joe can cook and he's already settled into this position on this strange island. "What else are you keeping from me?"

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soldier_singled

He almost chokes on the corner of bread that he's chewing.

"Why would I be hiding things?"

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thewordofweb

It's a strange reaction, but Webster doesn't pay it much mind. "I only mean that I had no idea you could cook," he says cautiously, hoping he hasn't caused this delicate balance to crumble because he's stepped out of line and said the wrong thing.