[Night Two]
Jan. 15th, 2009 05:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I cannot believe he fucking heckled me.
...That's about the only thing that comes to mind as I sit there with the brush and shove it through the long hair, still figuring out how I'm going about this. This, this being whatever attachments have fused and grown firmer in our time here and through yesterday (however you explain that) and this morning (I'm not sure if we can explain that away, given our sobriety) and now I'm standing at the door we share in a strapless red number that cuts down to my ankles and my bare feet press against the wooden floor.
There is a very set plan about this and I might have even stolen some products for the night, pressing pink to lips and smudges to eyes in a simplistic way the likes that Oscar Wilde would have very much approved of (it's really almost as if this place and these events would have fit so perfectly in his novels). So there I am, with a plan, and with a single knock on Joe's door, it's not going to reverse, now.
...That's about the only thing that comes to mind as I sit there with the brush and shove it through the long hair, still figuring out how I'm going about this. This, this being whatever attachments have fused and grown firmer in our time here and through yesterday (however you explain that) and this morning (I'm not sure if we can explain that away, given our sobriety) and now I'm standing at the door we share in a strapless red number that cuts down to my ankles and my bare feet press against the wooden floor.
There is a very set plan about this and I might have even stolen some products for the night, pressing pink to lips and smudges to eyes in a simplistic way the likes that Oscar Wilde would have very much approved of (it's really almost as if this place and these events would have fit so perfectly in his novels). So there I am, with a plan, and with a single knock on Joe's door, it's not going to reverse, now.
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Date: 2009-01-21 12:09 am (UTC)"I got beatings. Ain't quite as sexy."
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Date: 2009-01-21 12:12 am (UTC)"Ready yet?" I ask, nothing but curious, this time.
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Date: 2009-01-21 12:26 am (UTC)"Yeah," he says breathlessly. "I could go."
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Date: 2009-01-21 12:29 am (UTC)I cede control by crawling off of him and lying on my back on the bed, coaxing him atop with a hand on his hip and I just lie there and wait and watch.
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Date: 2009-01-21 12:40 am (UTC)He's got a notion that he's going to do it differently this time.
Joe starts by standing up, shrugging out of his jeans and underwear and fumbling in his pocket for a rubber. They come in foil now, much tidier than they used to be and Joe's gotta say, he likes it.
Back on the couch with one knee between Web's thighs, he holds the packet out to him.
"Put it on for me?"
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Date: 2009-01-21 12:50 am (UTC)In the meantime, I steal kisses where I may, here and there, always seeking that warm contact that threatens to undo me, kiss by kiss.
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Date: 2009-01-21 12:16 pm (UTC)"Ready?"
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Date: 2009-01-21 09:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-21 10:36 pm (UTC)He presses his face against smooth skin, kissing Web's shoulder, and he doesn't quite move, not yet.
"Okay?"
He doesn't want to hurt him again.
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Date: 2009-01-21 10:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-21 10:54 pm (UTC)"Christ."
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Date: 2009-01-21 11:00 pm (UTC)I hitch my other arm around his neck and hold on tight as I rock my hips up to meet his. "Mmh..mm!" I squeak out against his lips when he pushes deep.
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Date: 2009-01-21 11:39 pm (UTC)"That feel good?" he asks, his weight on his elbows to lift him up just enough to look into Web's face.
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Date: 2009-01-21 11:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-22 12:07 am (UTC)He's barely even been drinking and he feels so light headed. He feels far away but so there.
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Date: 2009-01-22 12:15 am (UTC)All the while, I utter soft utterances of his name, again and again.
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Date: 2009-01-22 01:03 am (UTC)Joe doesn't know if that's true but he sort of wants to believe it right then.
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Date: 2009-01-22 01:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-22 01:56 am (UTC)This time, he can't stop himself from looking straight into Web's eyes.
It occurs to him that they haven't changed one single bit.
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Date: 2009-01-22 02:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-22 02:20 am (UTC)"Jesus Christ, you feel fuckin' amazing."
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Date: 2009-01-22 02:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-22 02:41 am (UTC)And he can't hold onto it any longer and he's tumbling, his mouth working against Web's fair skin as he comes, and comes hard, clinging on for dear life.
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Date: 2009-01-22 02:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-22 01:14 pm (UTC)"I'm sorry about earlier," he murmurs, to keep himself from saying something else. "I was an asshole."
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